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salam guys...

nothing much to say

i just extreamly depressed with myself la skrg neh...lately sllu je my mke parents crying because of me...aunie..pe nk jd ngn ko neh...ko xigt ke..diowg dh byk sgt b'korban nk beso kn ko..pastu leh lak ko sllu wt diowg nanges...aunie,ko xigt ke cmne sush nye diowg nk didik ko jd seowg manusia..xboleh ke kalau ko balas balik jsa diowg..dan berenti wt diowg menangis n sush ati sbb ko...

to mama n abh..

auni mintk ampun...mintk maaf byk2..

auni sllu je sush kn ati mama ngn abh....auni sllu je wt mama ngn abh nanges sbb auni..

auni nk mama ngn abh taw..auni syg sgt kt mama n abh...xda spa pon dlm dunia neh leh ganti kn mama ngn abh..smpai auni mati pon aunie syg kt mama ngn abh...

abh...auni jarang tgk abh mengalirkn air mata sbb auni..tp ble abh tbe2 nanges sbb auni.auni rsa auni bodoh sgt,kejam,ank xsedar diri..smpai sggup wt ayh nye nanges...

abh auni jnji...auni xkn wt bnde yg mengecewakan abh lg....auni jnji abh...auni jnji....abh,ampun dosa auni yee...auni byk sgt b'dosa ngn abh..

*kl ko nk nanges pon xguna ah auni...diowg dh nages dlu sbb ko...start from now on..nobody can change urlife but u yourselve ye auni...stop mke them cry!

enrty neh sedikit b'emosi...specially dedicate to myself..n xda kna mengena ngn indivual2 lain yg masih hidup @ yg telah meninggal dunia...