+just a little step begin+

Assalammualaikum..=)

Seperti biasa bila dh lma sgt pause updating blog semua jari tgn dh xbole nk sync dgn idea2 di kepala neh...typing pon jd slow..tp kl chat dekt fb nk pulak dia laju kn..lumrah manusia yg bernama auni..so again..my mistake..! hehe...

Act, pada ketika post ini ditulis..i was at office..wht?? office?? apakah itu?? what wrong dgn office?? ok,office tu mmg x wrong takot2 yg wrong tu owg yg kja kt situ..*i mean me..not the rest.yela update blog time kja kn...salah tu...tp xslah kalu wt time lunch hour...heh..fitnah u'ols ckp i ngular time kja...uweekss..dh kembali ke cerita asl..

Alhamdulillah, dh dekt sebulan auni dekt office neh buat internship tp skrg baru nk kecoh mecoh kn..*apa punya kata ganda neh...marh cikgu bhasa melayu aku...hahaha..

Anda tahu pasal SKMM?? penah dgr x?? penah dengr and ambk thu x?? ok..byk pula tya kn..i was not here to promote ke atau advertised anything..just to share some info that i think as human being..*eceh human being pulak..no, i mean as a Malaysian we have to know about this organization..

SKMM is actually Surahanjaya Komunikasi dan Multimedia Malaysia kalau omputeh nya pulak MCMC(Malaysian Communications And Multimedia Commission). So xkish yg penting SKMM and MCMC is the same ok! What SKMM do? This organization under which Ministry? Who is the chairman of SKMM??How to developed your career in SKMM?? All the questions can only be answers in http://www.skmm.gov.my . For more details bolehlah layari laman web SKMM untuk jln2 tmbh pengetahuan ye tak..

Apsal tba2 i talked so much pasal SKMM neh..it is because i will be here for atleast 3month to pursue my internship..! After being here a month what i can see all the staffs are so helpful and the space for learning anything are here especially for the fresh graduate like me..They treat me like a normal staff and no discrimination at all..i love that.!! Being part of the team in this organization is a bless for me and i was really happy everyday when it comes to the office..not because i use iMac and the internet connection is super duper extreamely amazing fast but it is beyond that..I hope one day if i get a chance and opportunity to work here..i will never say NO at all..and let's say i have to step out from this organization and working somewhere else..i really hope my future workplace is much more better or equivalency the same with SKMM.

I'm still worried about my future..ya i mean in term of my career development...what happen to me after 2 ,3 from now..everything look blurry..i wish i will be at the place that i suppose to be..and i always and keep praying for that..

+ A long break+

Assalammualikum..

This entry is the first entry for this year..Kagum dgn dri sendri yg sumph mls gila nk update blog..last post is actually on Nov last year..sedihkn cerita neh..Mcm mana lah nk motivated dri neh supa rajin post story...mmg la x expect people to see and read..but atleast untuk dri senri di msa tua nt..heh,mcm nk pelangkung ja kpla sndri tp syg..kpla i pon ada insurans ok..hahaha..

Ok dh mls nk merepek..jom kita recap what happen throughout last year..
1. Tamat belajar -dh ada ijazah dh skrg!
2. Menghabiskan masa dirumah dgn riang ria
3. Pengalaman jd penganggur
4. Tekanan xdpt kja
5. Terima upah jahit manik..=)
6. Ambk short prog 'Network Security Professional' *earn allowance
7. Dh start my new business " ODELEA"
8. Dh mula pndai berniaga..hehe
9. Become partime tuition teacher *earn salary
10. I got my new sewing mechine
11. Jumpa geng suka tgkp gmbr..!
12. Learn on photography..
13. MASIH SINGLE..!
14. Going vacation with parents and friends..!
15. Become Prudential Takuful Advisor - Who need protection and insurance + Saving: Just PM me..!!

That's all lah rsa nya..mmg betol2 recap neh..ba kta omputeh keep it short and simple..don't make it too long tills other falls asleep hehe..=P
Saya sgt bersukur dgn semua kejadian2 diats...Sebab semua yg berlaku pasti ada sbb...mmg dh tertulis kehidupan seperti itu yg harus saya tempuh..xkn nk berpaling dr hakikat alam..no..no.neverrr...hehe..
2011 is the year for me appreciate my life more, to learn how the real life will be, be independent and thinks likes adult. 2011 is also the year to me to make decision, analyze the pros and cons for every decision to be made.
Alhamdullillah, i still have my parents and family that are always and never stop supporting me days and night in whatever i do..However it is, I will never stop blogging that my promise...tp kl pause kdg2 tu yela kot..hehehe.. Hope 2012 will bring more happiness and joy to me and my family as well..=)

+ A poem of Life+

salam aidiladha...

alhamdulillah..it's like a new me..ble rindu m'buak2 nk update blog..i plan to share everything yg t'tangguh tp to sort n recall back everything it s not easy..dats y la for those yg plan to create acct blog they must think twice weather ada istiqomah ke x dlm nk menghasilkn entry atau cerita yg baru hampir setiap hari..if u dont think u can do that..tke a good step by do not have blog yet until u totally ensure and can promise to urself to continuously updating ur blog regularly..oke..kl x jd cm saya yg jarang2 upadate blog pastu nyesal sndri..n at the same time syg nk close this acct.. ok, it's looks like saya membebel pulak...it's just a good advice i think so for those people who read this they can tke this short note under their consideration right...heee...

ok,let's jump to the real thing that i want to share..

pg td i was helping my mom kemas2  rumah tuisyen since early next month tuisyen dh nk start..so lil bit busy kemas n cuci sna sni plus dgn bantuan bibik..so everything akn jd lebh ringan..hehe..nk thu knp?? sbb mcm bibik je yg buat kja lbeh.haha....

dlm2 dok mengemas buku2 my sista n i yg sumpah byk gila..then i found a piece of paper yg penuh dgn wording..sekali igtkn notes buts it is actually a poem..it is my sista's poem...since i bukn jenis yg pndai buat poem so i 110%  confident yg poem to belong to my sista...there are 3 poem all together n i trying to digest every words in that poems but i end  up by do not get the real emotion into it..fuhhh,skrg i betul2 sedr i lansung xleh nk hadam ayat2 puitis n madah2 pujangga neh..ohh, so i terms to menikmati n hayati every emotion in the poem i totally failed..haha..

*tbe2 i t'igt da one guy,Amir(not a real name) n he is one of my friend..walaupon i xpenh jumpa dgn dia in real life tp we get connect very well smpai dia dh slh fhm dgn i..one day he express his emotion towards me..i betol2 terkejot habis..then start form that day..he trying to get my intention my texting me with sweet2 words..n he start become a sweet talker..ohh my..i cannot accept that cause he is so diff from wht i know him from the beginning..ayt2 jiwang dia mmg i lnsung xfham..puisi, sajak n semua yg seangkatan ny i lnsung xleh nk bca n fham..kwn2 mmg gelak habis when they knw i xleh nk get long dgn this type of man..i lnsung xleh nk cair ngn ayt2 dia..

#for him: i'm truly sorry sbb xfham pon apa yg awk ckp..n now i'm really happy to u since u already get someone yg can accept even digest ur sweet words.. 

i was trying to get permission from my sista before share one of her poem here..and she say YES!!! 

tips: get some slow music or instrumental music so then it maybe will help u to get the emotion..

Semalam

Semalam..
Aku ada juga terkenang..
Semalam..
Aku ada juga teringat..
Semalam...
Aku ada juga terbayang...
Semalam..
Aku ada juga terfikir..
Semalam..
Aku ada juga termimpi..
Semalam..
Aku ada juga berhasrat...
Semalam..
Aku ada juga berangan..
Semalam..
Aku ada juga berkira-kira...
Semalam...
Aku ada juga bercadang...
Untuk melakukan sesuatu
bagi mengubah kehidupanku..
Tapi itu semua hanya pernyataan..
Kerna semalam hanya semalam
tanpa disusuli dgn perlakuan..
Ternyata ia akan terus dikenang sebagai memori semalam..

 ~Sarra Leya~

+hi my own world+

salam..

hi to my own world...

after being quit about a couple of month from blogging n post any updates or stories even sharing any news, or info it's pretty hard for me to put any single word to this entry..i was not sure how this entry n post will look likes since i still feel more than awkward with my own blog..what i feel now is just i really really missed my blog..i missed the time when i keep frequently update the blog..waiting people to review my post..waiting friends updates their blog...n day before that, i must think' what else i want to put in my blog'..hurmm..n last  two month everything was changed..i find myself was not into blogging anymore..i feel like quitting  form blogging world n it's doesn't matter what will happen later..but from day to day...i afraid to be the most regretting when i decide to close the blog account..

Sometimes, i wish to share something to my own worlds but when its come to the day i want to post n update new entry i always end up by not sharing anything...fuhh, i just can blame myself not anyone..i just kept all the sad, the happy, cherish, laugh, mad, angry emotion to my ownself ..i'm feel so insane..i do not want to put any promise n hope anymore towards what will happen to this blog in the future..what i know i love n always want to make this blog as my piece of art life  and i always dream to show and share some stories of my simple life with the want i love even puts my love stories here..

i never plan to have another worlds since every of us must step to the same world which the world that remains forever oneday..

Till we meet again..

with million of love,

aunie

(Blogger owner)

+Ramadhan Kareem+

Assalammualaikum..

"RAMADHAN KAREEM"

Alhamdulillah dgn izin yg Maha Esa..kita sekali lg dipertemukan dgn bulan yg penuh barakah dan bulan dimna Allah menjanjikan 1001 ganjaran pahala buat hamba yg ikhlas beribadah kepadaNya...amin...Ramadhan sewajibnya menjadi bulan yg palinggg dirindui dan dinanti-nantikan oleh semua umat Islam..n YES, auni pon sgt menunggu-nunggu kehadiran bulan yg mulia ini...Syukur,kerana kamu dan saya masih lg diberi umur dan kesempatan oleh Allah untuk menikmati segala nikmat dan rahmatNya dibulan yg penuh barakah ini...Kita x pasti adakah lg Ramadhan buat kita,atau ini adalah Ramadhan yg terakhir..Wallahualam..hanya Allah yg maha menentukan yg terbaik buat hambaNya kannn...Kita neh sbg hamba yg taat dgn perintah dan suruhanNya haruslah melakukan sedaya mampu untuk mendapat redhaNya knn...Insyallah...*amboi,pnjg pulak mukhadimah kali neh..exited Ramahan lahh kata kn...hehe.....apa-apa pon auni nak mengambil kesempatan untuk mengucapkan selmat menunaikan ibadah puasa, semoga kita sama2 jadikan Ramadhan kali ini adalah Ramadhan yg terbaik buat kita berbanding dgn Ramadan2 yg sebelumnya dan semoga segala amalan ibadah kita diterima oleh Allah s.w.t dan secara tidak lnsung m'jd bekalan utama kita untuk berjumpa Allah yg Maha Esa..Insyallah..

Alhamdulillah Ramadhan kali neh betul2 bermakna buat auni..sbb setelah sekian lama x merasai nikmat berpuasa dgn mama ngn abah..akhirnya kali neh dpt jugk auni merasainya...Alhamdullillah....=) kali terkahir kl xslah berpuasa dirumah kira2 5thun dulu...lebh kurg msa Form5...Subhanallah..xsangka masa bukn lagi berjalan tp berlari dgn begitu pnts...hehe..Merasai nikmat Ramadhan dirumah betul2 membahagiakanlah owg kata..hehe...berbuka dan bersahur dgn mama ngn abah adalah waktu yg paling best...Alhamdullillah,hari ini telah msuk hari ke2 Ramadhan, bermakana sudah 2hri auni berterawih dgn mama n abh disurau...Semoga Allah terus memberi kesihatan dan kelapangan buat kami untuk terus beribadah kepdaNya...aminn..

Kalau time study dulu,bulan Ramadhan mcm kurang terasa, mna xnya terawih xpegi,sahur pulak pkul 1dan kl berbuka dgn maggie ja..hehe..Adat belajar kononnya,sibuk dgn asgmt,projek dan sebginya, walaupun waktu tu sedr akan kemuliaan Ramadhan tp nk betul2 komited dan menghayati Ramadhan adalah sukar..Moga2 Allah mengampunkan kekhilafan hambaNya ini..amin..Sbb itu untuk Ramadhan kali ini,marilah kita sama2 berubah untuk kearah kebaikkan, memperbanyakkan amalan dan ibadah kita semata2 untuk mencari redha Allah dan teruslah bersangka baik kpd Allah s.w.t dan jgn sesekali berbuat dusta kpd ibu bapa..oke? Maka marillah kita tetapkan nawaitu kita hnya kpd Allah semata-mata...Insyallah, Allah akn sentiasa bersama dgn hamba-Nya yg sentiasa mengingati suruhannya dan menjauhi larangannya..

"SALAM RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK "

*jgn lupa mulakan berbuka dgn doa dan sebiji tamar@kurma..Sunnah tu...hehe...

image source seperti biasalah dr en.Google..=)