the welcome note 2014

Bismillahirahnirahimmm...

Assalammualaikum..

Subhanallah..lma sgt2 auni tinggalkan bidang menyonteng dan sesi luahan perasaan sendiri di blog ini..Kdg2 sampai terlupa yg auni da account blog neh...Sekali tgk
NO POST 2013..AMAZING...!!!

hahaha...sedar2 dh setahun blog neh sunyi sepi tak bertuan..Mesti ada yg igt tuan blog neh dh mati xpon dh koma..hahahaha...its actually not yet...belum smpai masanya lagi..

i just want to tell the world that
 I AM  STILL ALIVE...!!!! 

Actually dengan rasa tak berdosanya auni nk wish

happy new year 2014 !!!

selamat menyambut tahun baru..semakin kita berganjak mendekati kematian dan hari pengakhiran kita..Insyallah..Tiada apa yg auni harapkan sepanjang tahun 2014 ini cukuplah sekadar keberkatan dr Allah s.w.t dalm apa jua yg akan berlaku dlm hidup auni. Sesungguhny kita manusia cuma mampu merancang dan berusaha yg selebihnya semua dibawah takdir dan kekuasaan Allah..

Alhamdulillah kali neh kita buat wrap post utk 2013..hehe...dh setahun sekali hapdate kannn..gini laa jadiknya..mudh cerita org kata kann..heehe..

Alhamdulillah tahun 2013 telah berlalu dan meninggalkan kita..and i was so happy sepnjg menjalani kehidupan tahun lalu..no regret at all...!! Sebab auni belajar untuk menikmati kehidupan ini bukan utk menyesali...kalau ada bad things happen pon kita should change the situation supaya kita sentiasa jd bersyukur dengan ujian dr Allah dn terus lebih bersyukur krn nikmat juga dr Allah..

 Tahun lalu banyak kawan2 seperjuangan dan sahabat baik auni yg telah menamatkan zaman anak dara dn mendirikan rumahtangga..and i am so happy for them..auni??? hahaha...masih sendiri..masih terus berdoa supaya bakal imam auni tak ambil masa yg pnjg sgt untuk bertemu dgn makmumnya neh...hehe...ternyata jodoh dan pertemuan itu diluar kuasa kita..sekira telah tertulis ada jodoh auni..biarlah ia jodoh dan insan pilhan Allah..yg terbaik utk melengkapi kehidupan bersama di dunia mahupun akhirat kelak..aminnn..

Insyallah banyak sgt pulak rsanya nk share kisah sepnjg 2013 lalu termsuk la kish traveling,kish pasl business dn mcm2 lg la..Insyallah sooner or later auni share k..this is not a promise...sbb i dont want to be a promise breakers....hehe...till we meet again sahabat...tke cre...May Allah bless us...=)

XOXO 

+ signs +

Assalammualaikum...
3 days in row i keep posting new post in this blog..haha..something must be go wrong with me..it just not so me..updating blog mostly frequent..did i change??? hurmm..let's time answers all..=)
For now, i just want to keep this post short and simple..
What say you after you receive this kind of video from someone that into you..??




and I still cannot get my answer for that but i pretty sure this is just another sign for me.Thank you for the signal and hopefully you can patiently waiting for the response..hehe..=)

+ ♥ +

Assalammualaikum...
FYI, i just come back home from office and spontaneously i took up my dear lappy and login to my luvly blog account and now i'm writing something to this blog..what happen to me?? it seldom happen actually..what i know i just have a feeling of sharing my emotion right now..again too many things happen in life in very short time..hard for me to digest everything but i don't have choice either. the only answer is take it or leave it..hurmm..i choose to take it and now i seems unsure with my decision..turn back and starts all over again is something that wont be happen at all..hurmmm..maybe some of u might be very confuse and curious what is all about but for me to explain this emotion in words such a big PROBLEM..phewww..
Just wrapped up, i am currently need some space and time to think..think and think..i am sick all those things and i just want to lets this things turns to be what it is suppose to be..once i am keep myself thinking towards this things i just ruin my daily life..hahaha...

For u,
I hope you can understand me cause i really2 want to understand whats going on with me right now..Everything seems unsure for me
Meet you again after a decade make me believe
that we are still giving a chance by God to know each other better
You are such my good friend in a past but
for the future only God know better
thank you for express your feeling towards me
Speechless and appreciate is what i feel
Accepting your feeling is all what i can do
But if one find day we are not written to be as one
We should praise to God cause we have meet now
which is better than never
But if you are means to me and i am means to you
Lets pray and give the rest to Allah, cause again God always know what the best for us

14/4/2012
Also is just a normal date but it is special for us.
The day that we meet again after a decade..
Thanks you for coming back again in my life.

+saya dan blog..yeah...+

Assalammualaikum..

Setengah hari nih asyik menghadap blog ja...bukan blog orang lain pon tapi blog sendiri..haha..mmg tersenyum sorang-sorang bila baca balik hasil tulisan sendiri..Hopefully, xda siapa la yang perasan..hehe..nk pula buat keja2 macam neh time opis..haha..bagus betol bertambah sayang la bos dekt saya kan..hihi=)

Memang sesutau yg diluar jangkaan untuk saya mempunyai blog sediri dan menulis hampir beratus2 entry.Saya hanya melalui hidup yg biasa2..mungkin disbb yg biasa2 itulah menjadi terlalu istimewa buat sy sampai tak sanggup nk close account blogspot neh..

Dh banyak template blogspot yg sy penah try..dr yg comel2, yg macho2..sampai la yg sesuci ini.Mungkin lepas neh saya nk keep my blog template putih je kot..Sbb sy rsa putih tu cantik..dan nmpak lebh kemas dan matang..eceh..Ini apa yg sy rsa..sy xthu apa yg orang lain rsa..Sama jugak la dengan blog header tuh..saya design sendiri oke..heheh*xyh nk megah sgt lah auni..xcomel pon..hehe...Saya suka blog header yg simple dan xcrounded..less color tp sweet..eceh...*sendiri buat sendiri puji knn...

Review balik how i start to write my 1st entry.Saya mula menulis dan suka menulis bila saya suka membaca orang lain menulis..*faham ke tidak..hehehe..Secara ringkas mungkin sy terlalu terbawak2 untuk memiliki hidup seperti blogger yg saya follow.Kehidupan yg ceria, fun dan happy.Tp saya tahu hakikat kehidupan bukan cmtu.Kadang2 kita perlu gembira, sedih,kecewa,marah dan sebagainya.Itu lumrah manusia.Tiada siapa pon boleh nafi.Terpulang kpd blogger tu untuk membawak blog mereka kearah mana dan saya memilih untuk membawa blog ini kearah kenangan yg indah dan cukuplah dapat membuat saya terus tersenyum bila saya membaca blog ini satu hari nanti. Saya mahukan blog ini menjadi secebis dari kenangan kehidupan saya buat tantapan mereka yg masih hidup ketika saya sudah tiada lagi...mungkin sedikit berat bnyinya..tapi itu cuma harapan kn..hehe...=)

Apsal tiba-tiba ja rsa mcm mood dalam sedih je neh..hahaha..ok2, let's see my 1st post and it was being create last few years ago, middle of January at 1.29am. Ok kalau tengok dari time publish post tu mmg menunjukkan saya sangat gigih time tuh..hehe..muda-mudikn..standardlah tido lmbt bgun lmbt..hehe=) 

Jom flashback post pertama itu >>

now i already become a bloggers!!!

salam..

nway xsangka lak..tbe2 cm bermint lak nk wt blog..bukn pe bosan je dok umah nih...tgk mmbr2 wt blog..cm menarik..so why not try kn?xslh pon..hurmm..blog dh jd medium utk luah kn perasn..bgus la dr vendalisme..hurmm..n from now on..aku pon akn jd kn blog nih utk aku express aku ny feelin xkish laa..epy ke sdey ke..ngh emo ka..everything..naseb ko la blog..spe soh ko jd blog..

dlu b4 da bende blog cmnih..diary la kn..but diary dh jd legend,history gak maybe..sorok punya sorak atlast owg jump ngn terjah kte ny diary..nahh...habis suma cte kte..aku dlu penah gak da dairy..tp xlme sbb bnde cam gni la..hurmm,baik wt blog..mmg sah2 nk gtaw owg..ati pon xsakit..hurmm..

p/s:blog aku xcntek lg..nt aku cntek kn yee...yeah!!!

Tersenyum ja baca balik post pertama neh..=))  

Comel pon ada agak rsa..haha..Secara jujurnya, saya mmg lansung xkonsistent dlm penggunaan kata ganti diri.Sekejap aku,sekejap auni, sekejap saya,sekejap itu..sekejap ini..haha..mmg kelakar!! Ntah la..Belajar dari kesilapan yg lalu dan saya rasa saya patut ubah cara sy berblogging.Insyallah,lepas neh saya akn kurangkan penggunaan aku sbb rasa mcm kasar walaupon untuk sestgh kwn2 yg rapat dengan saya mungkin aku lebh dekat dan mesra.Disebabkan blog ini boleh dibaca dan ditatap untuk tontonan umum tidak kira lapisan masyarakat dan bangsa, jadi sy kenalah gunakan kata yg baik2 aja..haha..*baik ke saya masalahnya..hehe =P

Oklah rasa mcm dh pnjg sgt pulak post untuk kali neh..=)

+ A long break+

Assalammualikum..

This entry is the first entry for this year..Kagum dgn dri sendri yg sumph mls gila nk update blog..last post is actually on Nov last year..sedihkn cerita neh..Mcm mana lah nk motivated dri neh supa rajin post story...mmg la x expect people to see and read..but atleast untuk dri senri di msa tua nt..heh,mcm nk pelangkung ja kpla sndri tp syg..kpla i pon ada insurans ok..hahaha..

Ok dh mls nk merepek..jom kita recap what happen throughout last year..
1. Tamat belajar -dh ada ijazah dh skrg!
2. Menghabiskan masa dirumah dgn riang ria
3. Pengalaman jd penganggur
4. Tekanan xdpt kja
5. Terima upah jahit manik..=)
6. Ambk short prog 'Network Security Professional' *earn allowance
7. Dh start my new business " ODELEA"
8. Dh mula pndai berniaga..hehe
9. Become partime tuition teacher *earn salary
10. I got my new sewing mechine
11. Jumpa geng suka tgkp gmbr..!
12. Learn on photography..
13. MASIH SINGLE..!
14. Going vacation with parents and friends..!
15. Become Prudential Takuful Advisor - Who need protection and insurance + Saving: Just PM me..!!

That's all lah rsa nya..mmg betol2 recap neh..ba kta omputeh keep it short and simple..don't make it too long tills other falls asleep hehe..=P
Saya sgt bersukur dgn semua kejadian2 diats...Sebab semua yg berlaku pasti ada sbb...mmg dh tertulis kehidupan seperti itu yg harus saya tempuh..xkn nk berpaling dr hakikat alam..no..no.neverrr...hehe..
2011 is the year for me appreciate my life more, to learn how the real life will be, be independent and thinks likes adult. 2011 is also the year to me to make decision, analyze the pros and cons for every decision to be made.
Alhamdullillah, i still have my parents and family that are always and never stop supporting me days and night in whatever i do..However it is, I will never stop blogging that my promise...tp kl pause kdg2 tu yela kot..hehehe.. Hope 2012 will bring more happiness and joy to me and my family as well..=)

+ A poem of Life+

salam aidiladha...

alhamdulillah..it's like a new me..ble rindu m'buak2 nk update blog..i plan to share everything yg t'tangguh tp to sort n recall back everything it s not easy..dats y la for those yg plan to create acct blog they must think twice weather ada istiqomah ke x dlm nk menghasilkn entry atau cerita yg baru hampir setiap hari..if u dont think u can do that..tke a good step by do not have blog yet until u totally ensure and can promise to urself to continuously updating ur blog regularly..oke..kl x jd cm saya yg jarang2 upadate blog pastu nyesal sndri..n at the same time syg nk close this acct.. ok, it's looks like saya membebel pulak...it's just a good advice i think so for those people who read this they can tke this short note under their consideration right...heee...

ok,let's jump to the real thing that i want to share..

pg td i was helping my mom kemas2  rumah tuisyen since early next month tuisyen dh nk start..so lil bit busy kemas n cuci sna sni plus dgn bantuan bibik..so everything akn jd lebh ringan..hehe..nk thu knp?? sbb mcm bibik je yg buat kja lbeh.haha....

dlm2 dok mengemas buku2 my sista n i yg sumpah byk gila..then i found a piece of paper yg penuh dgn wording..sekali igtkn notes buts it is actually a poem..it is my sista's poem...since i bukn jenis yg pndai buat poem so i 110%  confident yg poem to belong to my sista...there are 3 poem all together n i trying to digest every words in that poems but i end  up by do not get the real emotion into it..fuhhh,skrg i betul2 sedr i lansung xleh nk hadam ayat2 puitis n madah2 pujangga neh..ohh, so i terms to menikmati n hayati every emotion in the poem i totally failed..haha..

*tbe2 i t'igt da one guy,Amir(not a real name) n he is one of my friend..walaupon i xpenh jumpa dgn dia in real life tp we get connect very well smpai dia dh slh fhm dgn i..one day he express his emotion towards me..i betol2 terkejot habis..then start form that day..he trying to get my intention my texting me with sweet2 words..n he start become a sweet talker..ohh my..i cannot accept that cause he is so diff from wht i know him from the beginning..ayt2 jiwang dia mmg i lnsung xfham..puisi, sajak n semua yg seangkatan ny i lnsung xleh nk bca n fham..kwn2 mmg gelak habis when they knw i xleh nk get long dgn this type of man..i lnsung xleh nk cair ngn ayt2 dia..

#for him: i'm truly sorry sbb xfham pon apa yg awk ckp..n now i'm really happy to u since u already get someone yg can accept even digest ur sweet words.. 

i was trying to get permission from my sista before share one of her poem here..and she say YES!!! 

tips: get some slow music or instrumental music so then it maybe will help u to get the emotion..

Semalam

Semalam..
Aku ada juga terkenang..
Semalam..
Aku ada juga teringat..
Semalam...
Aku ada juga terbayang...
Semalam..
Aku ada juga terfikir..
Semalam..
Aku ada juga termimpi..
Semalam..
Aku ada juga berhasrat...
Semalam..
Aku ada juga berangan..
Semalam..
Aku ada juga berkira-kira...
Semalam...
Aku ada juga bercadang...
Untuk melakukan sesuatu
bagi mengubah kehidupanku..
Tapi itu semua hanya pernyataan..
Kerna semalam hanya semalam
tanpa disusuli dgn perlakuan..
Ternyata ia akan terus dikenang sebagai memori semalam..

 ~Sarra Leya~

+hi my own world+

salam..

hi to my own world...

after being quit about a couple of month from blogging n post any updates or stories even sharing any news, or info it's pretty hard for me to put any single word to this entry..i was not sure how this entry n post will look likes since i still feel more than awkward with my own blog..what i feel now is just i really really missed my blog..i missed the time when i keep frequently update the blog..waiting people to review my post..waiting friends updates their blog...n day before that, i must think' what else i want to put in my blog'..hurmm..n last  two month everything was changed..i find myself was not into blogging anymore..i feel like quitting  form blogging world n it's doesn't matter what will happen later..but from day to day...i afraid to be the most regretting when i decide to close the blog account..

Sometimes, i wish to share something to my own worlds but when its come to the day i want to post n update new entry i always end up by not sharing anything...fuhh, i just can blame myself not anyone..i just kept all the sad, the happy, cherish, laugh, mad, angry emotion to my ownself ..i'm feel so insane..i do not want to put any promise n hope anymore towards what will happen to this blog in the future..what i know i love n always want to make this blog as my piece of art life  and i always dream to show and share some stories of my simple life with the want i love even puts my love stories here..

i never plan to have another worlds since every of us must step to the same world which the world that remains forever oneday..

Till we meet again..

with million of love,

aunie

(Blogger owner)

+Seriously, I'm back+

Assalammualaikum..

last entry was in february..sekrg dh jun..bertapa lma nye blog neh x dijengah...sian kn..almost 4buln jugk la xpenh sign in msuk blog sendri lg..tp lately since my friends yg sma2 starts wt blog dh mula perli2 n ask about my blog..so think i need to do something and try my best to fulfill die nye favor...wt i can say, today will be my last day dekt shh alm..how time moving so fast...dh genap 2thun beljar dkt shh alm but the experience and memories  dekt shh alam is totally beyond than what i expected...whatever we do we do together...that what i can say...after 5 years of study..alhmdulillah..hri neh hri terakhir untuk owg yg bernma auni menamat kn status sebagai pelajr..insyallah..hopefully cause the result untuk intersesion blum keluar lg...lps result keluar nt bru officially dh tamat beljar..hehe...

 tbe2 je rsa mcm sedey nk tgl semua keindahan masa beljar neh..haishhh..betul owg kta msa yg paling best is masa kita beljar..once u step in the working world..u will never have opportunity untuk dpt kn moments2 sma mcm time study..my lecturer penah kata..working world is all about fake..scary betul bila dgr bnda tu...sbb time keje everyone trying to showoff themselves, trying to expose to get others intention..x best kn..tp kl time study everyone just be themselves..semua owg xlokek untuk b'kongsi ilmu...what i can say everybody around me such a very supportive friends...they will never look down when u fail, they will never hide hand when u need help, they will always give thier ears to listen our prob..that a friends for me..=) Terima kasih Allah kerana menemu manusia yg bernama Auni neh dgn insan2 yg baik...

*walaupon dh lma x mengarang..tp cm ok lg la....leh lak ngarut pnjg2 kn...hehehe...

xnk cerita sedey2 la...kang nt t'lebih2 lak rindu shh alm neh..cmno..dh la jauh..hehe...

note: Alhamdulillah, parents dh savely arrive kt shh alm..brg2 pon dh siap packing2 dh...just waiting for them untuk angkut je....semoga perjalanan hri neh selamat...amin..=)

+itu aku+

salam senua nya..

nmpk nye..febuari challenge mcm xm'jd nye..seb baik sndri yg buat...

kl msuk contest ke apa ke...hbis la..bungkus gitu la jwb nye kan..

ok,act skrg neh dh hbis cuti CNY...so..dh pulang ke tempat yg penuh dgn stressful..mna lg kl bukn UiTM dihati ku....*dihati ke...bole la...

ohh..disbb kn this is the last semester..hopefully..amin...

so kerja xpyh nk ckp..nauzubillah..byk gile...kl boleh nk je lari dr semua neh...

final year project really mke me in the hard time...

looking for journal,article,summarizing all those things..mke me stuck in the middle...

semua bnda harus citation...harus da references...

heh..apakah ini semua...menci betol...

dats y betul owg ckp..bukn seng nk dpt degree...

skrg bru rsa..dlu xrsa cmtu pon...

xsbr rsa nya nk hbiskn semua bnda neh...

hopefully i can make it to the final...

so,skrg tgh b'tungkus lumus menyiapkan questionaire untuk data gathering....

that mke my day more worse...

huh,fenin2..kdg2 rsa cm xboleh blah je...

nk jerit nk melolong pon xguna..i still hve to faced it..kan..kan...

ok..ptg neh i need to see my supervisor..and the best things is i still not showing any progress at all..so spa nk jwb..habis..konfemm knapaku la i ngn die nt... 

*tgk la skrg neh pon msih smpt update blog....

ok,nk insaf dah...BYE...!!!

+cerita MAta+

salam semua nya....

sempena nk menyahut cabaran dri sendiri..1hri 1update neh,,so i hve to responsible on my own words lah kn...tp kl nk langgar the mission pon boleh rsa nye..sbb sndri yg wt regulation so,suka hati sndri la nk ikut ke xknnn...hehehe....tp rsa cm biadap lak kt dri sndri...hehe..so that,i hve to continue this challenge...bru lah tahu,i neh ckp serupa bikin ke x....hehehe*hbis la nt kl tbe2 missed 1entry..mkn ayt sedri la ea...

oklah...act lnsung xde idea nk merepek pasal apa....

kl cerita pasal kereta...ohhh,sy kurg pakar....

kl nk cerita ttg cinta...i'm not in love..so sesuai ke nk cerita....

kl cerita ttg fashion..mahu pnjg entry neh*sian korang nk scroll down..pasti bosan & menympah kn....

so i putus kn untuk stop sj entry neh...dh la...mmg dh xthu nk update apa...

wt pe2 sush2 nk reka cerita kn....hehehe

*ok lah it is jokes...baik u'ols semua gelak skrg..sebulm i jd malu dan muka jd hitam legam..yela,kl owg yg puteh bila malu muka die jd merah,tp kl owg yg cm i neh..yg cokolat cair neh,kl malu mahu jd hitam melegam...ohh,sgt scary!

ok lah,how about we talk about lens..??

haaa...i really sure skrg neh rmai gile gurls2 out there yg suka pkai lens..yg xrabun pon gigih neh g optical center cri lens...yg sah2 rabun tu xyh cerita laa...wal2 lg dh pkai lens...

n one more things i notice that,skrg neh byk sgt brand2 yg jual lens...da yg boleh bg bijik mta jd besr..*ohhhh,cute....da yg kaler2...rainbow kaler pon da taw...mcm2 la lg..n pling yg i xthan dkt psar mlm pon dh ada owg jual lens...ohhh,,itu sgt scary...leh cye ke weh beli kt pasr mlm...n i bukn nk condemn owg jual lens kt pasr mlm tu..their rights kn...tp,sejauh mana kualiti product tu still question..kata kita pengguna yg bijak,so bertindak lah seperti seorg yg bijak...kl g pasr mlm cri apom baik..itu msuk akal n it is normal..tp kl g pasr mlm beli lens..itu abnormal..peliks dan ganjil....heh...*kl dh bg merepek ini la jadi nya...

ok dh mls nk merepek pnjg2 lg..mari kita b'terus terang sj....sy sebenar nya

HARDCORE CONTACT LENS USER!!! 

wahhh..smpai hardcore neh...mmg sah,without contc lens,hidup terasa sia2,yela mahu xsia2,semua bnda jd kabur knn...ok,act i stat jd hrdcore pd cntc lens msa wt degree neh..time diploma dlu,jgn kata nk jd hrdcore..cntc lens pon i xkenal...*sian betol...

act,i rabun jauh n stat sedr i rabun msa f2...ohh,msa mula2 tahu rabun rsa dri mcm cacat habis la..rsa dunia neh kejam la..rsa cm nk bunuh dri la...*ok yg last tu tipu....

tp syes..sedih sgt bla dpt thu sndri dh rabun...bila dh pkai spek mta dh jd xselesa...nk mandi pon sush,*kl spek mata da wiper xpe jugk..hehe...tp i end up pkai spek jugk..tp time blaja ja...hbis kels trus simpn spek jauh2...yg sedih nye,i jd sush nk usha mamat2 hensem kl time rehat kt sekolh...owg lain semua dh kecoh2 usha..i neh ketinggalan hbis..gara2  rabun...tbe2 i rsa sadis betul kehidpuan gadis gedix yg rabun ketika remaja nya...heh..

masa diploma dlu..teringn jugk nk pkai lens..tp semua ckp mahal sgt...pastu da yg gtaw sush la handle lens neh..leceh la...kna disiplin la...pastu boleh bg mata buta la..byk yg -ve dr +ve....so end up dgn simpn sebagai wish list sj...*menyedih kn...

bila dh smbg degree neh...dh timbul balik wishlist tuu...tmbh pulak hormon nk melawa kn..so mmg dh tekad nk go for cntc lens...spek hnya untuk dirumh sj..

(Tips: jgn kta bila kta dh pkai cntc lens,we can throw away the spec..we still hve to use it n it is a must kl dkt rumh..n during attending extreame sports/xtvt) 

so, bila ptptn msuk je untuk 1st degree..i trus g optical center n cri cntc lens

(Tips: go for specialist sbb diowg thu wt lens suit most on u n they can double check power rabun kita..sometime power untuk lens kurg dr actual n its depends on brands.so it is better we go to specialist.)Time tu i just pkai cntc lens yg biasa..yg jernih..sekali pndg mmg nmpk cm i xpkai apa2*oohhh dont get me wrong,i mean nmpk cm i perempuan normal yg tiada mlsh mata..tp lma2 hormon melawa mkin m'jd2 so i pon try lens yg lbeh daring...yg kaler2..*melampau knn....nk pulak housemate i time tu dealer geo-lens..so apa lg order dgn rakus nya la knn..

badly, i neh bukn jenis yg disiplin sgt..so,sllu jugk dpt eyes infection...mta jd sensetve..tp bukn yg terok2 la..hopefully..penh g jump doktr..mmg mintk semburn percuma la knnnnnn..hahah*pdn muka sndri....

n skrg pon tgh suffer from eyes infection jugk..gara2 pakai lens more than 12 hours

(Tips: jangka masa yg sesuai untu pkai lense is about less than 8hours)*pdn muka sndri lg....

dlm sebuln i mesti akn dpt eyes infection..ohh..mmbr da jugk tegur...but what else i can do..i still wear it..everywhere..anywhere..hahaha*degil sunggh....kes,lens sgkt dlm mta pon penah t'jd..lens koyak,lens jatuh n cri xjumpa..mcm2 lg la...haha..nmpk kan betapa careless nye sy..*malu sunggh....

ok..to every one yg wish to experience cntc lens..just hve a try..but mke sure go to specialist 1st to hve thier opinion...oke!

notes:

Sekrg i dh jadi gadis gedix yg dh meningkat dewasa n boleh usha mna2 

brother hnsem dgn slumber tnpa ragu2 lg..

nk pulak usha dgn mata palsu cmni..ohh..tersa dri ku begitu memikat

*sepak je kl u'ols nk..i mmg tegh sasau...

+me=previous,present n future+

salam semua nya...

1st things 1st..

to my dearest blog...

i'm truly sorry cause dh lma x menjenguk si buah hati neh..

terlalu byk ceritera yg sedih yg sukr untuk dikongsikan...terlalu byk jugk kisah2 gembira yg sush auni nk kongsi dlm bentuk penulisan..apa2 pon si buah hati ini terlalu istemewa..walaupon jarg dijenguk tp sentiasa dlm ingatan..eceh..*yela..i'm not fake ok...seriously blog ini sesuatu yg b'makna...mungkin pd owg lain is just nothing...

ok..lets start share what i hve in mind skrg..

randomly..

so the organization of the story maybe hair wire skit..but who cares kan...

last 8 years ago...*wah..dh mcm story telling lak kn....

msa tu auni dlm f3..auni notice yg auni suka melukis..wlpon serius buruk tahap apa pon xthu..but i just love drawing..and the great thing is auni suka melukis baju..konon2 nk jd fashion designer lah..hehe...pendam je dlm hati nk jd fashion designer...parents n family semua pon xthu..tp diowg semua realize yg auni suka melukis...but maybe the talent is not shine yet..hahha....

so,after pmr with not really flying colors but bole la nk bngga ngn ank cucu nt..hehe..auni pon try mintk kt mama nk msuk sekolh teknik...at the beginning mmg mama ngn abh kurg setuju...kta nye suruh sekolh dekt2 je..cause kl auni g teknik..i hve to stay at hostel..huh,*keciwa sy...

lps auni dpt offer smbg dlm bidg sains stream account...ohh...rsa mcm dunia neh kejam sgt sbb account tu sgt la xbole blah..account really killing me..so,auni pon decide nk pujuk parents for the 2nd time..and its works...! mama ngn abh pasrah je..auni pilh untuk smbg dlm jurusn pengajian pakaian teknik...the course is just awesome! one step to become the designer...ohh yeah....!

after spm..alhmdullh..auni jd best student untuk subjk pengajian pakaian...i got A! hehe..so what i hve in mind is just apply for politeknik n prepare for my 2nd step to be a designer...tp semua nye seperti sudh t'tulis oleh Ilahi...auni xdpt smbg dkt politeknik*keciwa..:(

a week lps tu auni dpt offer letter from uitm..untuk jurusan diploma sains komputer.... ha?? what the???

i want to be designer not to be computer techinician* sgt cetek pengetahuan ttg career time tu..asl komputer..mesti jd technician...sedih betul ngn sy wktu tuu....

but seriously..sy sgt dump waktu tu...cta2 untuk m'jd designer...hancur..lebur....berkecai..

nk xnk..i hve to tke the offer letter from uitm..sbb mmbr2 lain semua dh stat smbg blja...so xkn nk stay kt umh without do anyting kn...so i just tke it and leave the rest to Allah..semua ny pasti punya hikmah....

alhmdullh after 3years struggle to finish the diploma...i'm finallly graduate..xsgka..serius..time msuk diploma sains komp dlu..serius blur course apa yg aku dpt neh...sgt down tgk kwn2 lain semua thu ttg comp..rsa dri cm semut sgt time tu..heh..

n now tgh struggle untuk habiskan my degree pulak in business computing..oke untuk degree course in auni yg pilh sndri..so tnpa paksaan dr siapa2...knp business computing??

rmai jugk owg pelik bila dgr nma course neh...but i'm realized when people tends to ask about this course...it shown that the course is pretty interesting to tell about...

jrg da universiti offer this course..even course neh pon bru jugk dkt uitm..no wonder laa..rmai yg cm wt muka pelik2 skit bila dgr course neh...hihihi..

may be auni kn wt entry spesel untu story psal course neh...hehe...

auni decide untuk smbg dlm course ni..sbb 1st auni realize business is everyday..n to be what i dream before..i need all.. the soul of art,the small tiny talent, the knowledge n the technology...bru la business tu success...xgitu...so, i tke what happen in the previous in the positive way..what already happen is just sign for me what i will be in the future...semua itu aturan Yang Maha Esa..pasti yg t'baik buat kita...kl dlu auni sedih sbb xpdt nk buat apa yg auni nk..tp skrg auni happy sbb takdir Allah itu t'lalu sempurna...auni cuma akn terus b'hrp semoga pa yg b'laku pd auni di msa depn juga sentiasa di bwh lindungan n barakah nya...

so kpd adik2 lepasan spm yg still confius2 lg nk smbung dlm jurusan apa nt...

buat la pilhn yg t'baik..kerana apa yg kita putus kn skrg akn m'nentukan kita di msa hadpan..

kdg2 pihn kita itu bukn pihn yg telah ditetapkan Allah..so jgn putus asa..igt pasti ada sesuatu yg lebh baik telah direncana kn buat kita....

tabah dan redha dgn ketentuan Allah itu pentg..tp xbermkn kita akn mengalah...

walau apa pon jurusan @bidg yg kita dpt..ambil ia sebagai cbrn..insyallah..

n dont forget to visit any higher educational expo..sbb byk info2 pasl local n private univiersiti @ college kt citu..it worth untuk msa depn..collect sebyk mna info..n mke the brilliant choice for the sake of ur future ok...

n just now i got msg from celcom inform about this

Karnival Pengajian Tinggi Negara " Jom Masuk U 2011!"

akn start 14 jan-3apr diselurh negara...

what u guys can do is just log on to http://upu. mohe.gov.my for more details...

tke cre..=)

mama...:(

salam...

this is very quick post...

i need to be very near to my mom...

mama....admit hospital hri ini...

Ya,Allah...tuhan sj yg thu bagaimana perasaan ketika ini...

hanya dengan menulis...hanya dgn menulis di blog ini yg mampu mengurang sedih..

*tp rsa nya bukn mengurangkn sedih..bertambh sedih lg ada la...

Subhanallah...besar sungguh ujian dr Allah....

Sesungguhnya...Allah maha mengetahui sesuatu yg t'jd....

Pasti punya hikmah semua ini....:(

anak mna yg sggup melihat ibunya sakit...tidak t'tanggung rsa nya....

mama....auni syg mama...

auni cuma ada mama....

auni nk mama kuat...

auni nk mama cept sembuh....

sbb aku syg mama sgt2.....

lg b'tmbh sedih...

semester dh nk bukak...

spa nk jg mama....

auni nk jg mama...

tp auni kne balik shh alm...

Subhanallah..

mcm mana auni nk tgglkn mama dlm keadaan mcm ni...

i really want to be very near to u...mama....

mama...

auni nk mama thu..walaupon auni blik shh alm nt.. auni

akn sentiasa doakan mama..

Ya Allah...x t'tanggung Ya Allah ujian Mu yg satu ini....

:(

*Semoga mama cept sempuh....amin....

+perjalAnaN ke Baitullah+

salam...

Alhamdulillah kerana kamu dan saya masih lg diberi peluang oleh Allah untus terus menikmati segala anugerah-Nya yang terindah di muka bumi ini..Alhamdulillah kerana masih lg mampu untuk m'hirup udara yg nyaman...masih lg mampu t'senyum tika umat Islam lain meratap sedih pemergian insan yg dikasihi akibat kekejaman dunia...alhamdullillah kerana kita masih punya ibu bapa,sanak saudara dan teman yg mampu b'kongsi suka dan duka,alhamdullillah kerana kita masih dikurniakan Allah rezeki yang telah Dia janjikan..Sesungguhnya terlalu banyak nikmat dan anugerah yg telah dikurniakan kpd kita...tapi masih ramai yg gagal menilai cintai Allah..Sama-sama lah kita merenung kembali..adakah cinta kita kpd Allah melebihi segala-gala nya...??Adakah kita mampu meletakan Allah sebagai kekasih kita yg t'agung..??
*ini juga buat renungan si penulis...kerna dia juga cuma hamba Allah yg biasa yg tidak sempurna sifat nya..dan masih terus memohan keampunan Allah s.w.t....

Sebenarnya rentetan perjalan menuju ke Baitullah telah lama t'perap di dlm draft,sejak kembali menjejak kan kaki di bumi Malaysia lg...tapi..seperti da sesuatu yg m'halang untuk terus publish entry neh...kdg2 sampai t'lupa tenteng entry neh...heh,itu bukn m'bukti sy dh nyanyok oke..biasalah...manusia kn mudh lupa..eceh...

Alhamdullih..saya b'tekad untuk m'habiskan entry ini dan b'kongsi ttg rentetan p'jlnan sy menuju ke baitullah b'sma2 dgn kamu..ye la..kamu la..sbb kamu tgh bca entry sy neh kn....'terima kasih'..=)
Siapa sangka pada usia seawl 21 thun sy sudh m'jd tetamu Allah...Subhanallah..ia adalah sesuatu diluar angan2 saya..jauh dr akal fikiran saya..tp semuanya bagai sudh t'tulis oleh Allah dgn begitu sempurna...
pd perteghn sem4..mama ngn abh da gtaw yg diowg b'hasrat untuk menunaikan umrah...dan kebetulan mama ngn abh bru je pencen..so mmg diowg b'niat nk pegi menunaikan umrah..kerana yg wajib telah pon mereka dahulukan...alhamdullih...tba2,suatu hari mama gtaw yg diowg rancang nk bwk sy sekali...ya Allah..time mama col gtaw sy tu..sy cm xpkir byk..dan setuju untuk ikut mama ngn abh...seminggu selps tu bru terasa takot...memandang diri masih haru-biru dgn solat yg masih tidak sempurna,lalai dalam menutup aurat*walaupon b'tudung..masih byk kekurangan yg perlu sy baiki dlm menutup aurat....saya jd kurg pasti dgn keputusan yg dibuat..lgpon masih byk yg perlu sy b'ljr tentg menunaikan umrah...last belajr ttg umrah time sekolh menengah dulu....igt2 lupa...b'tambah kalut bila igt masih byk yg perlu belajr...
tika mama ngn abh sibuk m'hadiri kursus haji dan umrah..sy masih di shh alm meneruskan saki baki pengajian...masih lg menelaah buku pelajran kerana peperiksaan final makin hampir...da jugk kwn2 yg tya knp sy balik kedah tbe2..?? walhal sy balik untuk menguruskan dokumen2 penting untuk dibwa nt..dan mengambil suntikan H1N1...dan saya b'tekad yg berita ttg niat sy menunaikan umrah dirhsiakan dulu pd kwn2 sekuliah...hanya teman2 serumah sj yg tahu...takot untuk dihebohkan...yela mana la taw tbe2 da suara yg ckp "yeke aunie tu g umrah?? cm xcye je??" xpon da yg ckp " ko bia btul aunie..g umrh bukn boleh diwt main2..." dan semua kata2 tu boleh m'pengaruhu keputusan saya....baik b'diam dri dulu...
tamat sj peperiksaan akhir sy terus mengemas keperluan untuk pulang ke Kedah....sempt jugk memohon maaf dr teman2 serumah..krna ajal dan maut boleh dtg bila2 masa sj...mna la thu kl Allah menjemput sy ketika sy disana...Subhanallah....lgpon mama da pesan..kita harus m'minta maaf kpd semua owg..kerana salah kita dgn Allah boleh kita bertaubat tp salah dgn manusia..sush untuk kita dimaafkan...kpd temn2 yg lain..sy cuma sempt memohon maaf melalaui facebook sj...ada jugk yg pelik knp sy tbe2 je mintk maaf dgn diowg..da yg thu..dan ada yg masih bingung...sy terus meninggalkan diowg dgn 1000 tnda tya..kerana sy pasti berita ttg pemergian sy ke kota suci Allah akan diketahui juga nnt....insyallah...=)

tggl seminggu sebelum berangkat menuju ke Baitullah...
pengetahuan saya tentg umrah masih belum kukuh...sepnjg semggu itu sy m'jalani kursus intensif....pantang sj tahu ada masjid yg mengadakan kursus haji dan umrah..kami pasti ada disana,bukn sahaja di kedah ke penang juga penah kami smpai utuk m'hadiri kursus..ditmbh pula dgn bhan bacaan...alhamdullih...kegigihan owg tua sy b'baloi...pengetahuan sy ttg selok belok menunaikan umrah semakin b'tambah...jika da yg sy kurg fham...abh lah yg byk m'bantu...

segala persiapan mula dibeli sedikit demi sedikit..supaya nnt tidak kalut dihari2 akhir sebelum berangkat..dr sekecil2 benda hingga kebenda yg penting semuanya harus diambil perhatian...takot apabila smpai disna xsempt dan sush nk cri kedai utk beli kelengkapan tambhan..lgpon brg2 di Tanah Arab xsemuanya sesuai dgn taste di Malaysia...hehe...elok lah kira nye b'sedia dr M'sia...
Alhamdullih..hari yg dinanti-nantikan kan telah tiba...tggl 3june 2010 adalah hari aku berangkat kekota yg penuh barakah...kota yg m'janjikan 1001 ganjaran pahala buat tetamu nya...Sesungguhnya..ketika kaki melangkah meninggal bumi M'sia..ketika jasad diterbangkan diudara yg beribu2 kilometer tinggi diangkasa lepas....ku lpskan jua semua masalah dan semua ceritera dunia...apa yg pasti semangat ku hnya lah untuk m'dambakan diri sepenuhnya pada Sang Pencipta melebihi segala-galanya....

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