+ A poem of Life+

salam aidiladha...

alhamdulillah..it's like a new me..ble rindu m'buak2 nk update blog..i plan to share everything yg t'tangguh tp to sort n recall back everything it s not easy..dats y la for those yg plan to create acct blog they must think twice weather ada istiqomah ke x dlm nk menghasilkn entry atau cerita yg baru hampir setiap hari..if u dont think u can do that..tke a good step by do not have blog yet until u totally ensure and can promise to urself to continuously updating ur blog regularly..oke..kl x jd cm saya yg jarang2 upadate blog pastu nyesal sndri..n at the same time syg nk close this acct.. ok, it's looks like saya membebel pulak...it's just a good advice i think so for those people who read this they can tke this short note under their consideration right...heee...

ok,let's jump to the real thing that i want to share..

pg td i was helping my mom kemas2  rumah tuisyen since early next month tuisyen dh nk start..so lil bit busy kemas n cuci sna sni plus dgn bantuan bibik..so everything akn jd lebh ringan..hehe..nk thu knp?? sbb mcm bibik je yg buat kja lbeh.haha....

dlm2 dok mengemas buku2 my sista n i yg sumpah byk gila..then i found a piece of paper yg penuh dgn wording..sekali igtkn notes buts it is actually a poem..it is my sista's poem...since i bukn jenis yg pndai buat poem so i 110%  confident yg poem to belong to my sista...there are 3 poem all together n i trying to digest every words in that poems but i end  up by do not get the real emotion into it..fuhhh,skrg i betul2 sedr i lansung xleh nk hadam ayat2 puitis n madah2 pujangga neh..ohh, so i terms to menikmati n hayati every emotion in the poem i totally failed..haha..

*tbe2 i t'igt da one guy,Amir(not a real name) n he is one of my friend..walaupon i xpenh jumpa dgn dia in real life tp we get connect very well smpai dia dh slh fhm dgn i..one day he express his emotion towards me..i betol2 terkejot habis..then start form that day..he trying to get my intention my texting me with sweet2 words..n he start become a sweet talker..ohh my..i cannot accept that cause he is so diff from wht i know him from the beginning..ayt2 jiwang dia mmg i lnsung xfham..puisi, sajak n semua yg seangkatan ny i lnsung xleh nk bca n fham..kwn2 mmg gelak habis when they knw i xleh nk get long dgn this type of man..i lnsung xleh nk cair ngn ayt2 dia..

#for him: i'm truly sorry sbb xfham pon apa yg awk ckp..n now i'm really happy to u since u already get someone yg can accept even digest ur sweet words.. 

i was trying to get permission from my sista before share one of her poem here..and she say YES!!! 

tips: get some slow music or instrumental music so then it maybe will help u to get the emotion..

Semalam

Semalam..
Aku ada juga terkenang..
Semalam..
Aku ada juga teringat..
Semalam...
Aku ada juga terbayang...
Semalam..
Aku ada juga terfikir..
Semalam..
Aku ada juga termimpi..
Semalam..
Aku ada juga berhasrat...
Semalam..
Aku ada juga berangan..
Semalam..
Aku ada juga berkira-kira...
Semalam...
Aku ada juga bercadang...
Untuk melakukan sesuatu
bagi mengubah kehidupanku..
Tapi itu semua hanya pernyataan..
Kerna semalam hanya semalam
tanpa disusuli dgn perlakuan..
Ternyata ia akan terus dikenang sebagai memori semalam..

 ~Sarra Leya~

+hi my own world+

salam..

hi to my own world...

after being quit about a couple of month from blogging n post any updates or stories even sharing any news, or info it's pretty hard for me to put any single word to this entry..i was not sure how this entry n post will look likes since i still feel more than awkward with my own blog..what i feel now is just i really really missed my blog..i missed the time when i keep frequently update the blog..waiting people to review my post..waiting friends updates their blog...n day before that, i must think' what else i want to put in my blog'..hurmm..n last  two month everything was changed..i find myself was not into blogging anymore..i feel like quitting  form blogging world n it's doesn't matter what will happen later..but from day to day...i afraid to be the most regretting when i decide to close the blog account..

Sometimes, i wish to share something to my own worlds but when its come to the day i want to post n update new entry i always end up by not sharing anything...fuhh, i just can blame myself not anyone..i just kept all the sad, the happy, cherish, laugh, mad, angry emotion to my ownself ..i'm feel so insane..i do not want to put any promise n hope anymore towards what will happen to this blog in the future..what i know i love n always want to make this blog as my piece of art life  and i always dream to show and share some stories of my simple life with the want i love even puts my love stories here..

i never plan to have another worlds since every of us must step to the same world which the world that remains forever oneday..

Till we meet again..

with million of love,

aunie

(Blogger owner)