+saya dan blog..yeah...+

Assalammualaikum..

Setengah hari nih asyik menghadap blog ja...bukan blog orang lain pon tapi blog sendiri..haha..mmg tersenyum sorang-sorang bila baca balik hasil tulisan sendiri..Hopefully, xda siapa la yang perasan..hehe..nk pula buat keja2 macam neh time opis..haha..bagus betol bertambah sayang la bos dekt saya kan..hihi=)

Memang sesutau yg diluar jangkaan untuk saya mempunyai blog sediri dan menulis hampir beratus2 entry.Saya hanya melalui hidup yg biasa2..mungkin disbb yg biasa2 itulah menjadi terlalu istimewa buat sy sampai tak sanggup nk close account blogspot neh..

Dh banyak template blogspot yg sy penah try..dr yg comel2, yg macho2..sampai la yg sesuci ini.Mungkin lepas neh saya nk keep my blog template putih je kot..Sbb sy rsa putih tu cantik..dan nmpak lebh kemas dan matang..eceh..Ini apa yg sy rsa..sy xthu apa yg orang lain rsa..Sama jugak la dengan blog header tuh..saya design sendiri oke..heheh*xyh nk megah sgt lah auni..xcomel pon..hehe...Saya suka blog header yg simple dan xcrounded..less color tp sweet..eceh...*sendiri buat sendiri puji knn...

Review balik how i start to write my 1st entry.Saya mula menulis dan suka menulis bila saya suka membaca orang lain menulis..*faham ke tidak..hehehe..Secara ringkas mungkin sy terlalu terbawak2 untuk memiliki hidup seperti blogger yg saya follow.Kehidupan yg ceria, fun dan happy.Tp saya tahu hakikat kehidupan bukan cmtu.Kadang2 kita perlu gembira, sedih,kecewa,marah dan sebagainya.Itu lumrah manusia.Tiada siapa pon boleh nafi.Terpulang kpd blogger tu untuk membawak blog mereka kearah mana dan saya memilih untuk membawa blog ini kearah kenangan yg indah dan cukuplah dapat membuat saya terus tersenyum bila saya membaca blog ini satu hari nanti. Saya mahukan blog ini menjadi secebis dari kenangan kehidupan saya buat tantapan mereka yg masih hidup ketika saya sudah tiada lagi...mungkin sedikit berat bnyinya..tapi itu cuma harapan kn..hehe...=)

Apsal tiba-tiba ja rsa mcm mood dalam sedih je neh..hahaha..ok2, let's see my 1st post and it was being create last few years ago, middle of January at 1.29am. Ok kalau tengok dari time publish post tu mmg menunjukkan saya sangat gigih time tuh..hehe..muda-mudikn..standardlah tido lmbt bgun lmbt..hehe=) 

Jom flashback post pertama itu >>

now i already become a bloggers!!!

salam..

nway xsangka lak..tbe2 cm bermint lak nk wt blog..bukn pe bosan je dok umah nih...tgk mmbr2 wt blog..cm menarik..so why not try kn?xslh pon..hurmm..blog dh jd medium utk luah kn perasn..bgus la dr vendalisme..hurmm..n from now on..aku pon akn jd kn blog nih utk aku express aku ny feelin xkish laa..epy ke sdey ke..ngh emo ka..everything..naseb ko la blog..spe soh ko jd blog..

dlu b4 da bende blog cmnih..diary la kn..but diary dh jd legend,history gak maybe..sorok punya sorak atlast owg jump ngn terjah kte ny diary..nahh...habis suma cte kte..aku dlu penah gak da dairy..tp xlme sbb bnde cam gni la..hurmm,baik wt blog..mmg sah2 nk gtaw owg..ati pon xsakit..hurmm..

p/s:blog aku xcntek lg..nt aku cntek kn yee...yeah!!!

Tersenyum ja baca balik post pertama neh..=))  

Comel pon ada agak rsa..haha..Secara jujurnya, saya mmg lansung xkonsistent dlm penggunaan kata ganti diri.Sekejap aku,sekejap auni, sekejap saya,sekejap itu..sekejap ini..haha..mmg kelakar!! Ntah la..Belajar dari kesilapan yg lalu dan saya rasa saya patut ubah cara sy berblogging.Insyallah,lepas neh saya akn kurangkan penggunaan aku sbb rasa mcm kasar walaupon untuk sestgh kwn2 yg rapat dengan saya mungkin aku lebh dekat dan mesra.Disebabkan blog ini boleh dibaca dan ditatap untuk tontonan umum tidak kira lapisan masyarakat dan bangsa, jadi sy kenalah gunakan kata yg baik2 aja..haha..*baik ke saya masalahnya..hehe =P

Oklah rasa mcm dh pnjg sgt pulak post untuk kali neh..=)

+it is just movie+

Asslammualaikum..

Alhamdulillah..saya masih lg diberi nafsu untuk update n post something dekt dunia sy yg kecik comel berwarna putih kesucian ne...hehe*heh, stress taw x skrg neh bila terpaksa tekan keyboard pad ne kuat2..sbb takot missing huruf..keyboard lappy sy ne rosak!! aiyoo.. nk kena mintk dekat tabung bersamamu laa..nk beli lappy baru yg warna putih ada buah epal kt tgh tu...xda la mhl sgt dlm 4K jaa...leh kn..hahaha...

ok,apa yg sy nk story dan merepek untuk kali neh adalah mengenai movie! aiyaaaa,sudh sekian lama tidak pergi menonton wayang..tiba2 sy peligi tgk wayg mehhh..seronottt betooll!! Last movie yg i tgk adalah Azura* hampeh xsyok lnsung..seb baik xpegi tgk kt wayng..download sudehhhh..haha..mesti nyesalkn diowgg2 yg pegi tgk kt wyg..Last movie yg sy tgk kt wayang kl xsilp Inception xpon Khurafat..perghh...ini mmg menunjukkan sy dh lma xmsuk itu wayang..Yela,sllu g wayg pon dgn teman2 berseronok, sehidup semati..time belajar dulu..bila teman2 tu semua dh blik berbakti di bumi msig2..terpaksa layan movie download ja..xpon tu hari rya jela..haha...

Oit apa yg sy membebel cm owg telan ubt nyamuk je nehh..sy kn nk cerita pasal movie yg sy tgk..

Let's get bck to the story..Last weekend dgn hati yg mulia dan suci murni my sister in-law dgn my big brother telah sponsor tiket wayg sy!! hoyehhh...kitaowg  tgk cerita
  'John Carter'

For me cerita dia okla...not so bad..layan jukk..kl x terlena tu kira ok la..since kitaowg tgk mlm..nak pulak perut dh kenyg hasil lantakkan McD dan sebucket popcorn large..mmg terbaekk!!

Cerita ne dh lma keluar sy rsa..tp wayg sma je..penoohh! hahaha..kagum 2min..So pada siap yg belum tgk..jom kita tgk trailer movie John Carter dan kalu rsa mcm best and worth to watch..apa lg get your ticket now at the nearest cinema laa!

For me, i think everyone can watch dis movie since my nephew yg bru 2 thn tu pon nganga lyn movie neh..! haha..So age is not the limit okee..bwk la pkcik mkcik, jiran semua2 laa..lyn movie neh*promote mcm dpt 10% je kn..kiki .Walaupon cerita nya futuristic and almost xlogic..tp ok la..best..mna da cerita yg realistc kn..

the best quote yg capture my days is 'I am John Carter form Virginia'* perghh..cra dia throw ayt tu mmg mencairkan..dh la hensem nk pulak time dia main lompat2 tuu..kiki..ok la..dh2 mls nk story pnjg2..

Till we meet again!!

*byk typo mistake dlm post ne..abaikan jela..mls nk wt correction..hehe

+just a little step begin+

Assalammualaikum..=)

Seperti biasa bila dh lma sgt pause updating blog semua jari tgn dh xbole nk sync dgn idea2 di kepala neh...typing pon jd slow..tp kl chat dekt fb nk pulak dia laju kn..lumrah manusia yg bernama auni..so again..my mistake..! hehe...

Act, pada ketika post ini ditulis..i was at office..wht?? office?? apakah itu?? what wrong dgn office?? ok,office tu mmg x wrong takot2 yg wrong tu owg yg kja kt situ..*i mean me..not the rest.yela update blog time kja kn...salah tu...tp xslah kalu wt time lunch hour...heh..fitnah u'ols ckp i ngular time kja...uweekss..dh kembali ke cerita asl..

Alhamdulillah, dh dekt sebulan auni dekt office neh buat internship tp skrg baru nk kecoh mecoh kn..*apa punya kata ganda neh...marh cikgu bhasa melayu aku...hahaha..

Anda tahu pasal SKMM?? penah dgr x?? penah dengr and ambk thu x?? ok..byk pula tya kn..i was not here to promote ke atau advertised anything..just to share some info that i think as human being..*eceh human being pulak..no, i mean as a Malaysian we have to know about this organization..

SKMM is actually Surahanjaya Komunikasi dan Multimedia Malaysia kalau omputeh nya pulak MCMC(Malaysian Communications And Multimedia Commission). So xkish yg penting SKMM and MCMC is the same ok! What SKMM do? This organization under which Ministry? Who is the chairman of SKMM??How to developed your career in SKMM?? All the questions can only be answers in http://www.skmm.gov.my . For more details bolehlah layari laman web SKMM untuk jln2 tmbh pengetahuan ye tak..

Apsal tba2 i talked so much pasal SKMM neh..it is because i will be here for atleast 3month to pursue my internship..! After being here a month what i can see all the staffs are so helpful and the space for learning anything are here especially for the fresh graduate like me..They treat me like a normal staff and no discrimination at all..i love that.!! Being part of the team in this organization is a bless for me and i was really happy everyday when it comes to the office..not because i use iMac and the internet connection is super duper extreamely amazing fast but it is beyond that..I hope one day if i get a chance and opportunity to work here..i will never say NO at all..and let's say i have to step out from this organization and working somewhere else..i really hope my future workplace is much more better or equivalency the same with SKMM.

I'm still worried about my future..ya i mean in term of my career development...what happen to me after 2 ,3 from now..everything look blurry..i wish i will be at the place that i suppose to be..and i always and keep praying for that..

+ A long break+

Assalammualikum..

This entry is the first entry for this year..Kagum dgn dri sendri yg sumph mls gila nk update blog..last post is actually on Nov last year..sedihkn cerita neh..Mcm mana lah nk motivated dri neh supa rajin post story...mmg la x expect people to see and read..but atleast untuk dri senri di msa tua nt..heh,mcm nk pelangkung ja kpla sndri tp syg..kpla i pon ada insurans ok..hahaha..

Ok dh mls nk merepek..jom kita recap what happen throughout last year..
1. Tamat belajar -dh ada ijazah dh skrg!
2. Menghabiskan masa dirumah dgn riang ria
3. Pengalaman jd penganggur
4. Tekanan xdpt kja
5. Terima upah jahit manik..=)
6. Ambk short prog 'Network Security Professional' *earn allowance
7. Dh start my new business " ODELEA"
8. Dh mula pndai berniaga..hehe
9. Become partime tuition teacher *earn salary
10. I got my new sewing mechine
11. Jumpa geng suka tgkp gmbr..!
12. Learn on photography..
13. MASIH SINGLE..!
14. Going vacation with parents and friends..!
15. Become Prudential Takuful Advisor - Who need protection and insurance + Saving: Just PM me..!!

That's all lah rsa nya..mmg betol2 recap neh..ba kta omputeh keep it short and simple..don't make it too long tills other falls asleep hehe..=P
Saya sgt bersukur dgn semua kejadian2 diats...Sebab semua yg berlaku pasti ada sbb...mmg dh tertulis kehidupan seperti itu yg harus saya tempuh..xkn nk berpaling dr hakikat alam..no..no.neverrr...hehe..
2011 is the year for me appreciate my life more, to learn how the real life will be, be independent and thinks likes adult. 2011 is also the year to me to make decision, analyze the pros and cons for every decision to be made.
Alhamdullillah, i still have my parents and family that are always and never stop supporting me days and night in whatever i do..However it is, I will never stop blogging that my promise...tp kl pause kdg2 tu yela kot..hehehe.. Hope 2012 will bring more happiness and joy to me and my family as well..=)

+ A poem of Life+

salam aidiladha...

alhamdulillah..it's like a new me..ble rindu m'buak2 nk update blog..i plan to share everything yg t'tangguh tp to sort n recall back everything it s not easy..dats y la for those yg plan to create acct blog they must think twice weather ada istiqomah ke x dlm nk menghasilkn entry atau cerita yg baru hampir setiap hari..if u dont think u can do that..tke a good step by do not have blog yet until u totally ensure and can promise to urself to continuously updating ur blog regularly..oke..kl x jd cm saya yg jarang2 upadate blog pastu nyesal sndri..n at the same time syg nk close this acct.. ok, it's looks like saya membebel pulak...it's just a good advice i think so for those people who read this they can tke this short note under their consideration right...heee...

ok,let's jump to the real thing that i want to share..

pg td i was helping my mom kemas2  rumah tuisyen since early next month tuisyen dh nk start..so lil bit busy kemas n cuci sna sni plus dgn bantuan bibik..so everything akn jd lebh ringan..hehe..nk thu knp?? sbb mcm bibik je yg buat kja lbeh.haha....

dlm2 dok mengemas buku2 my sista n i yg sumpah byk gila..then i found a piece of paper yg penuh dgn wording..sekali igtkn notes buts it is actually a poem..it is my sista's poem...since i bukn jenis yg pndai buat poem so i 110%  confident yg poem to belong to my sista...there are 3 poem all together n i trying to digest every words in that poems but i end  up by do not get the real emotion into it..fuhhh,skrg i betul2 sedr i lansung xleh nk hadam ayat2 puitis n madah2 pujangga neh..ohh, so i terms to menikmati n hayati every emotion in the poem i totally failed..haha..

*tbe2 i t'igt da one guy,Amir(not a real name) n he is one of my friend..walaupon i xpenh jumpa dgn dia in real life tp we get connect very well smpai dia dh slh fhm dgn i..one day he express his emotion towards me..i betol2 terkejot habis..then start form that day..he trying to get my intention my texting me with sweet2 words..n he start become a sweet talker..ohh my..i cannot accept that cause he is so diff from wht i know him from the beginning..ayt2 jiwang dia mmg i lnsung xfham..puisi, sajak n semua yg seangkatan ny i lnsung xleh nk bca n fham..kwn2 mmg gelak habis when they knw i xleh nk get long dgn this type of man..i lnsung xleh nk cair ngn ayt2 dia..

#for him: i'm truly sorry sbb xfham pon apa yg awk ckp..n now i'm really happy to u since u already get someone yg can accept even digest ur sweet words.. 

i was trying to get permission from my sista before share one of her poem here..and she say YES!!! 

tips: get some slow music or instrumental music so then it maybe will help u to get the emotion..

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 ~Sarra Leya~